[bit.listserv.christia] Fire!

EWS2304@TAMVENUS (01/11/90)

I have been reading some of the prophecies in Charisma magazine for the
1990's. This will be a time when the church will be restored! We will
receive more persecution. I feel that is what we need. It is the Baptism
with fire that will purify us. Those who really beleive and are ready to
serve God will be lfet while those who just claim to the name will be
scooped off like dross. Our church is being defiled in america. We have
pro-choice churches. Churches which don't beleive in God's word.
Just last week my wife saw an article where a mainline denomination
ordained a gay pastor! I will not mention the denomination here but
I can't beleive that a church which claims to be christian can throw out
the bible! It scares me. God has given us His word. Let us pray for
faith in it. We need to be strong for the 1990's so that we can overcome
what is to come. Christianity is not some nice thing we do on sunday!
It is a total conversion of ones life! We serve God and God alone.
Our purpose here is to do God's work and that is it. Our lives must
revolve around Jesus. The church today is weak but the baptism with fire
will come and we will be purified. I want persecution to come. Even to
the point of death. I feel so ashamed that we have it so good.
I pray that I might be used by God! I don't know what he has in store
for me but I go on to serve Him. I see no other purpose in life. Idols
that used to be so important to me are of no value.
Why am I so angry? Because I see christians walking around who live for
the world. Putting the world first, leaving Jesus on the side. Not
reading and meditation on His word! I just read that only 12% of those
who beleive the bible to be God's word read it daily! I couldn't beleive
that. No wonder we are so weak. God has given to us total direction for
our lives yet we don't even read it! On top of this many who read it
don't beleive it. they say they do but many question everything in it.
Many add to it. For instance the bible says we are healed. That when
we offer a prayer in faith the sick man will get well. that we have the
power to cast out demons and heal the sick. That we can do greater
things than Jesus. These are promises! Let's beleive in them.
Thank you Lord Jesus for saving me! You are my salvation and in you will
I trust. Lord help me in my unbeleif so that I might do your works!
For His Glory,
Eric.

JIM@AUVM (Jim McIntosh) (01/12/90)

In article <CHRISTIA%90011110434909@FINHUTC>, EWS2304@TAMVENUS says:
>I have been reading some of the prophecies in Charisma magazine for the
>1990's. This will be a time when the church will be restored! We will
>receive more persecution. I feel that is what we need. It is the Baptism
>with fire that will purify us. ...(some deleted)...
>                  ... The church today is weak but the baptism with fire
>will come and we will be purified. I want persecution to come. Even to
>the point of death. I feel so ashamed that we have it so good.
>...(rest deleted)...
>Eric.

Sadly, I have to agree. The events  of this fall in El Salvador this fall
brought  it  home to  me.  The  killing of  the  Jesuit  priests and  the
Salvadoran women, the persecution of  the church workers and bishops, and
the lack of strong protest made it clear that these will not be good days
for the church.

A good friend  of mine lived for  some time in El Salvador.  I lived with
her for  almost a year,  and know her  to be a  good Christian --  a very
faith-filled woman. She  lived with the people in Salvador  in an attempt
to  share  their  suffering. The  work  she  did  was  to give  tours  to
Americans, helping them discover the reality of El Salvador.

Possibly because  of her connection  with a  number of church  groups (to
trash as many of them as possible  in one action) and to divert attention
from  the killing  of the  Jesuits, she  was arrested  by the  Salvadoran
authories and  accused of burying weapons  in her backyard. She  was held
for a number of days by the  National Police. The first part of that time
she  was  held  in  the   interrogation  cells  at  the  National  Police
headquarters, and the rest of the time she was held at the Woman's Prison
in San  Salvador. She has since  been released, deported and  returned to
the US. She stopped by the other day to talk about her experience.

The  most frightening  part  to me  was  the  time she  was  held in  the
interrogation cell.  The floor and  walls of  the cell were  covered with
carpeting. Although  she was never  mistreated herself, she saw  lines of
people with hoods over their  heads waiting for their interrogations, she
heard  their  screams from  neighboring  cells,  and heard  their  bodies
hitting the walls and furniture.

She said  she had always wondered  why someone would (or  how they could)
become a torturer. She found out why the men in the National Police in El
Salvador do, and the reason both saddened and frightened me.

She said they are fundamentalist Christians, with a very simple theology.
In  their  minds  the  people they  are  interrogating  are  "Communists"
considered under  the control of  Satan. The word "repent"  is frequently
used during interrogations.  The interrogator attempts to  get the person
to "confess." When  they are not attempting to get  prisoners to "repent"
they are very  nice to them. She  said they would bring  her little cakes
and sweets. At first she thought it  was just because she was a "gringa",
but later found they did it for all the prisoners.

At one point during her third  interrogation, the screams and thumps from
the  next cell  got too  loud for  her interrogators  to continue.  While
lieutenant  sent one  of his  men to  the next  cell to  tell them  to be
quieter, my friend said she began  to cry. "What's the matter? Crying for
your terrorist friend?"  they began to taunt her. She  said she looked up
at each  of them in  turn and said  "Yes, just as  I would for  you... or
you... or you."

I wanted to share  a part of her story to show that  in some ways Eric is
right... the time of suffering for  the church is increasing. This decade
will see much  suffering, I think, as  the Cold War drags to  a halt, and
the cries of the poor of much of the world rise to be deafening.
-------
Jim McIntosh (JIM@AUVM)
The American University
Washington DC 20016 USA

LHARANGO@OWUCOMCN (Lauren Arango) (01/12/90)

Eric also posted his message on the Bible Study list, and I sent the
following message in response.  Since he has posted the same message
to CHRISTIA, I'd like to post my same response here as well:

As a member of the denomination that just ordained a gay priest, I feel
as though I'd like to make a few remarks, since Eric brought up the
subject.

First of all, I have no idea whether or not the ordained person in
question is a *practicing* homosexual.  I personally see nothing wrong
with a priest being homosexual *if* he/she is celibate.  Being homosexual
is not a sin; committing homosexual acts is (in my opinion).

If the priest in question is a practicing homosexual, then I (and I'm
sure *many* other Episcopalians) do not agree with what the Bishop of
New Jersey did (in ordaining this priest).  Our own Bishop Black of
the Diocese of Southern Ohio wrote a letter condemning the ordination.

The Episcopal Church isn't perfect.  I personally wish it would take a
much stronger stand against abortion.  But I feel that I can be much
more effective by staying in the church and working to change it from
within, rather than getting upset and leaving.

I just wanted to let everyone know that just because someone is a member
of a particular denomination doesn't mean that that person agrees with
*all* the decisions made by those within the church hierarchy.

                                God's peace,
                                Lauren

P.S.  I'd also like to pass on an idea that I sent to Eric privately when
he responded to my message.  I think it probably took a lot of courage for
that priest to openly admit his homosexuality, since his ordination would
most certainly be called into question, and he had a very good chance of
*not* being ordained.  Now that's not what happened, but he didn't know
how things would turn out....and I have to admire someone who values truth
and honesty over his own personal career/gain.  I have no idea how this
man reconciles his homosexuality with the Bible, but I can see he has
integrity.  It would have been *so* easy for him to just keep quiet about
his sexual orientation....and yet he chose not to.  I just thought I'd
mention that, for everyone to think about....