Douglas.Zachary@p0.f10.n137.z1.fidonet.org (Douglas Zachary) (07/18/90)
Index Number: 9194 I watched a butterfly, unaware of its own beauty, as it landed in an abandon web and felt sorrow for its plight. Knowing that to touch its wings in an attempt of rescue could scar it for life, I bid it to gently walk to the edge of the web and fly away. In its panic.... it could not understand and worsened its entanglement with its futile struggles. Tiring from the exertion of useless fighting, it stilled to rest Out of indecision -- I did nothing. Unable to watch its slow death I went away.... wondering, if it would have been better for me to end its life -- quickly, mercifully. All night I lay awake, thinking of the butterfly and what I should or -- could have done and listened to the wind and light rain that had come up. At some time, I drifted off to a fitful sleep filled with dreams of Love and loss. The morning sun sifted through my window and I awoke to see a familiar butterfly, drying its beautiful wings outside my window sill. Hurrying, I went to the web and found it slack and empty -- I thanked God for his strength and gentleness. ~Zack~ -- Uucp: ..!{decvax,oliveb}!bunker!hcap!hnews!137!10.0!Douglas.Zachary Internet: Douglas.Zachary@p0.f10.n137.z1.fidonet.org