Tzipporah.Benavraham@f608.n107.z1.fidonet.org (Tzipporah Benavraham) (02/05/91)
Index Number: 13503 [This is from the Silent Talk Conference] Part 2 of the Japanese deaf child's paper Living in a Silent World Kobe School for the Deaf Aya Takenaka I cannot hear. When I was a baby, I caught the measles. My 40.5 degree centigrade fever lasted for ten days and I was hovering between life and death. Devoted care of my mother and father helped me from the depth of death. But instaead of my life, I lost my hearing. I started practicing to speak from the age of one. In the world of silence, I practiced the pronunciation of each word again and again. I memorized the names of things one by one. This is how I mastered a language. Words like "Mother" or "Father", normal children memorize by hearing, even such simple words I had to repeat again and again to memorize. The effort cannot be told by words alone. I started to go to a swimming school from a very young age. Can you imagine why I went there? I needed a certain amount of breath to speak. Without these efforts, I cannot speak. Can you imagine how happy I was when I could talk to a complete stranger and she understood what I said, and I understood what she said. I will never forget that moment in all my life. That was the happiest moment I've ever had. Of course, I had many bad experiences, too. One thing always makes me feel uneasy. That is when I speak to a complete stranger, that person always speak too fast for me. I cannot hear your voice. I understand your words by watching your mouth. If you speak fast, I can not catch your words. Then I will ask you 'Will you speak more slowly, I have a hearing problem." If you don't understand what I say, I will rapeat the same words again and again until you understand me. Every person who has handicap, makes great effort to do the things which are a matter of course for ordinary people. I cannot hear. But now I can talk to many people. I can play many sports. I went to the United States of America alone last summer. I am learning oil painting. I try hard to do many things. I really thank my parents, and the people around me. In the world of silence, my father and mother taught me a languaga and gave me the pleasure of life. I really feel very happy to be born into this world. I wanted to share this. I am charmed. -- Uucp: ..!{decvax,oliveb}!bunker!hcap!hnews!107!608!Tzipporah.Benavraham Internet: Tzipporah.Benavraham@f608.n107.z1.fidonet.org