[sci.space] SPACE Digest V9 #242

Dale.Amon@H.GP.CS.CMU.EDU (02/16/89)

Eric Harnden (Ronin):

Well said. I would consider myself a certifiable type A. I've soloed a
plane, spent most of my working life in struggling start up ventures,
rappeled off a cliff, driven my jeep into a river (and got stuck in the
middle), and so on.

I want to go because I want to experience it. Pictures do me no more
good than looking at a picture of some one else's jeep stuck in a
river. They are interesting but have little intrinsic value to me.
Other's may have a different set of values and not differentiate so
strongly the difference between collection of data and human
experience.

The reference to C P Snow is telling. There are some of us who are
engineers, but who actually fall closer to the other category. I am
probably an engineer BECAUSE of the space program of the 60's. It is
likely that if not for Apollo I would have been a full time
professional musician rather than the occasional participant in bar
gigs that I am now. My approach to science is not so much a love of the
preciseness as it is a love of the experiences that it opens up, the
richness of the new worlds that it makes available for HUMAN
experience. Economics is simply book keeping. It defines what we can
afford to do. It DOES NOT set the agenda. People set the agenda. People
DECIDE when the economics of something are within reach, and the
criteria is not necessarily a strict comparison of ROI's (return on
investment).

I am a staunch libertarian. Libertarian does not equate with money, it
equates with a desire for choice. I may choose to utilize the resources
that I honestly acquire to whatever end I choose. Those choices are not
driven by what will necessarily make me RICHEST, but what will fulfill
the higher purposes to which I set my life. The economics can not be
ignored in so far as I must insure I have the resources necessary to
live, and that I must collect enough extra to be able to afford to do
those things I WISH to do.

This is true of entrepreneurial companies as well. Small companies do
not always get started because the founder wants to make as much money
as possible in as short a time as possible. They are often started
because the founder wants the freedom and independance of being their
own boss. And the area is often selected based on what that person
wants to work on, what they believe will be FUN to work on.

IF they have the vision and enthusiasm, they will beat the pants off of
other businesses that may have better ROI on paper, and they will talk
venture capital into supporting them.

I am against the use of public money's for either manned or unmanned
space, although I am less bothered by research on basic aerospace
hardware such as the NACA used to do in the 1930's. I have joined in on
this discussion only because I feel that the light of "hard cold
scientific reason" has almost nothing to do with why we will eventually
colonize space. That mentallity is nothing more than a tool that will
help us balance conflicting desires and assist us in deciding when to
start.

Remember, the optimum time to do things is NOT the time that is most
optimum from a mere economic viewpoint, but the time at which the
TRADEOFF's between conflicting desires brings it within reach.

We will go when we WANT to go. The economics will be fudged after the
fact to convince people we were 'scientific' about it.

I'm quite sure that there will be more rantings about the necessity to
do it all nice and hard and cold. Just remember though. I don't
understand your way of quantitizing existance any better than some of
you understand my non-quantitized experential approach.

"I am, therefore I think" seems to be a more appropriate order of
things to me. Logic is not everything. It has nothing to do with a
sunset on a beach, or the feel of a breeze on a Pennsylvania hilltop on
a spring day, or the feel of music floating from a campfire after a
long day of hiking. Logic is a tool, only a tool. We must remember who
the master is.