debenedi@yale-com.UUCP (Robert DeBenedictis) (02/03/84)
I want a boy. How do you get one? I've never yet been involved in a REAL relationship. I'm almost 22. Am I trying too hard? or Not hard enough? I do want a boy. Just for the fun of it. I'm willing to make a committment, I think/hope. This is not a personal ad. It's an exhibitionist lament; a request for advice, pointers. How do you meet people? I have my share of good friends. None of them are gay though. I have some gay aquaintances. Oh, and away from school, back up in Beantown, I even have some gay friends. That's it then, I suppose. I just need a little patience. I'll get outa here in may. Don't get me wrong, my straight friends are dear to me. It's just that (MY) straight friends aren't physically affectionate. We don't/couldn't give each other backrubs or even hugs. (Well, some of the women will hug.) All my friends know I'm gay. I'll move on now. I was just looking for a bit a gay community. Every now and then it gets (kind of) lonely among all my straight friends. They just seem to have a different sensibility. Nothing too tough to handle though. I feel better already. May is less than 4 months away. Thanks, Robert DeBenedictis