evans@wivax.UUCP (Barry Evans) (05/24/84)
[Hey, look at this! Someone *new* is posting to this group! Everyone gather `round, quick!!] Hello. Last week, Rob pointed out that he's not seen anything much in this group. Well, his article, to me, was very enlightening, at least enough to get me to post this. So, why is it that people aren't posting? Maybe it's just that they don't feel they have anything important to say, (for the most part, I don't believe that one in the least). Or, maybe they're a little afraid of other people seeing their article, or maybe they're just a little shy, like myself. I know that some people "here" do read this group - their .newsrc's don't lie, do they? But, maybe they just like to keep `in touch' with what's going on, fine, but, this all reminds me of my high school english class. We got on the topic of people being leaders or followers, which had something to do with "Animal Farm", I think, but most of the class realized that they were really "sheep", the followers, who would let the others (the pigs?) set the pace... and the rules, and of course, the pigs were the only ones to have any fun. Naturally, the moral was, once a sheep always a sheep - or something (?!?). Um, what's this got to do with anything? Well, believe it or not, that's kind of the way it is here, with only few people speaking out, the rest just taking it all in, doing what they're told. (like me, right?) So, now that at least one more person is talking here, why don't we think of some topics... Hmmm. Where do we start? Coming out? Telling our folks? Or, even worse, what does someone do when one of their peers "finds out" that they are gay? I saw an episode of "Family" tonight on tv, which dealt with this. Willy found out that his best friend of 12+ years was gay. Willy took the standard escape of shutting off his friendship to Zeek, but in the end he came around to realize what Zeek had gone through all his life, and that he was really the same person that he has always known and loved. This all leads to Rob's question on 'growing up gay'. What does a kid do when they start to realize that they really are different? I suspect that the younger someone is when they make these discoveries, the easier it is for them to come out because they haven't learned full extent of how society's pressure can really screw things up. I think the whole process of discovering that you're gay takes some time. It isn't something that you just realize one day. I'm sure many of you can think back to some (several?) days in high school/junior high years, when you found yourself with feelings you couldn't explain, you may have just tried to ignore them, but they'd keep coming back, right? Hey, when do most people realize that they're gay? I mean, to the point that at least one other person knows? Is it around the age of, say 13 or 14, or high school... college...? Getting back to someone finding out about you... people always seem to say "If they're really your friend, then it won't make a difference to them." For this very reason, it often makes it that much easier to actually tell someone you're gay without them asking, that is, assuming you really want them to know. Of course, if they ask, in all seriousness, then there really isn't any reason why you shouldn't tell them, they probably have a very good idea of where you're coming from anyways. Ok. I'm cutting this short now. But, I want to leave with just one question. How should someone go about telling their parents that they're gay? Now, assuming that this person is not the only gay child in the family, how then should they go about it? Or, should they just give up the idea of telling them? Is it true that the parents, (especially the mother) probably already knows that their children may be gay? [actually, that was four questions, but who's counting, right?] Oh yeah, as Rob said, Joe Jackson's "Night and Day" is good, but not good enough to go buy unless you really like Jackson or good lyrics. But, the "Body and Soul" lp is superb! Just my opinion, you don't have to go buy it if you don't *really* want to. I don't care. Just don't blame me if...um, aw, never mind... Hope to hear from some of you others! I just though of one. For those of you who are straight, what would your reaction be if you best friend or brother/sister told you they were gay? Or, if this has happened, what were your reactions, feelings? Would you care to share these thoughts with us? -barry -- Barry Evans {apollo, cadmus, decvax, linus, masscomp}!wivax!evans Wang Institute (617) 649-9731 x383
pooh@ut-sally.UUCP (Wendy P. Nather) (05/25/84)
Okay, a challenge has been given! I have been following the postings for a couple of weeks now, but this is the first discussion I felt I *could* join in on. This is mainly because I am a straight female, but, at the risk of sounding cliched, some of my best friends are gay. One of them I have known for eight years, and I don't really remember when I discovered he was gay. It just seemed natural, since he was always making little comments and made almost no attempt to hide his preference, at least in front of our group of friends. If my brother told me he was gay, I'm not sure how I'd react. For some reason, I think I'd be upset--could it be that I would feel more protective/possessive? (silly feelings in themselves, but lots of feelings are) (He is a year younger than I am, by the way.) Other close friends have confessed to me that they were either gay or sometimes attracted to MOTSS, and it has not bothered me in the slightest. Most of the time I was not too surprised, since I had gotten an inkling before (*side question: how many of you out there claim to be able to tell when a person is gay just by watching?). Their reactions to telling me were much worse than mine were at hearing it--they were the ones who were upset, insecure etc. Let's fire it up, folks! I know you're out there-- I can hear you breathing! Pooh [Sing Ho! for the life of a Bear!]