[net.philosophy] Why Subjective Experience

rlr@pyuxd.UUCP (Rich Rosen) (08/30/85)

> I don't deny that there is such a thing as subjective experience.  Indeed,
> my first impulse is to say that of course there is.  But WHAT IS IT?
> The difficulties involved in trying to answer this make me take seriously
> the idea that it does not exist, which I would otherwise reject out of hand.
> I don't see how to get subjective experience out of a mechanistic system,
> and I don't see any reason to believe in (nor understand the meaning of) a
> non-mechanistic system.
> 
> By the way, I don't have any problem explaining the fact that other people
> claim to have subjective experiences.  The problem is in explaining my
> own subjectivity to myself.  Maybe it's all an illusion -- but what is it
> which is being deceived? [ADAMS]

It's really so simple, a child could figure it out.  But I think maybe
we're all too busy imputing purposes and labelling things so that we miss
this obvious fact.

Assuming for the moment the existence of an objective reality, of which
our brains are a part.  When we live through an "experience", how is it
stored and catalogued and "understood" by the brain?  We use words, words
which we have learned to describe things.  Since different people grow up
with different vocabularies, some giving words different meanings than others
or placing different emphasis on special meanings that they have learned,
they will interpret and store the experience differently.  This is why two
people who lived through the same experience may recall it with completely
different emotions and completely different perspectives, based on what
words they used to describe it internally.  In fact, people who speak different
languages might use the "same" word, but it may have different connotations
within each language---this could of course even occur with two people and
ONE language:  personal connotations of words.

Now, our experiences be stored in "word form" (they're probably not), but
in any case our interpretation of experiences is ruled by analogy.  If not
analogies to words (as described above), analogies we make to things we have
already experienced.  Even something new is experienced in comparison to
something old.  In any case, this is the "subjective experience" in a
nutshell.  It is the reason two people can live through the same experience
and have different reactions to it:  because prior experiences shape the way
the current experience is interpreted.  (I believe some psychologists think
that the more verbal we become the more we tend to catalog and think in terms
of words rather than in terms of holistic images of experiences, but I'm
not sure how this relates to subjective experience, if at all.  It probably
explains why children grasp things so quickly at early ages.)

> By the way, I don't really expect any answers -- the problem is probably
> unanswerable.

I hope this provided at least a few pointers.
-- 
"to be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best night and day
 to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle any human
 being can fight and never stop fighting."  - e. e. cummings
	Rich Rosen	ihnp4!pyuxd!rlr