mindy (04/05/83)
DREAMER'S DREAM What started as a dreamer's dream Has vanished in the wind. It swept me away without my knowing Just where it all would end. And now it hurts to start again, And pain's too kind a word To deeply say what's hanging on inside of me. The answers I've been told before Don't apply to questions asked. It's gonna take much more than conversation To bring me back. Still memories linger like moring mist And cloud my troubled soul. It seems too much for me To put them all away. I've been quoted all the verses And I know each one by heart. But I can't find that sense of calm assurance So help me, help me in this moment As I struggle to survive. Must there be this sadness before joy? Lord, I want to believe You And I want to be near You But I keep thinking where I've been. You see, I don't really believe you can heal me And put me on the road again. You'll just have to take me, Fill me and break me Until I can clearly see What you are making me. - From a song by Pete Carlson -