slg@ukma.UUCP (Sean Gilley) (03/13/85)
And still I wonder just what my love really is
is it real... and what is real love?
The things I think I feel,
the feelings I associate as love,
what are they really?
How can I love her? We haven't spoken in years.
But every now and then the old feelings appear.
And I fall into the same old trap
That everyone falls into
I think.
You see it's late, I can't sleep.
When I close my eyes I see her. Her of time ago.
I think I'll drop by, see her, chat awhile.
I could... But no.
My love of long ago.
No. Though I may be lying to myself
I think it's better this way.
The hurt is there, but it's an old hurt.
And I don't think I can take the chance
that might twist the knife inside me again.
-Sean L. Gilley 3/13/85
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Of all forms of caution, caution in love is the most fatal.